Do i just want From this girl?

To keep it short i am a pretty normal guy, i have had terrible luck with love , i used to think the girl for me would be nice sweet honest everything any person would want. After two tires i had my heart broken (still a virgin ^-^), now i found this girl , or more like she found me , everything about her she is dishonest , cynical , and rude , and has a boyfriend , Yet she says she think s about me often ,of the things we would do together ... she put's everything i am in question , but y do i want her so much !!